“And
what you just saw folks was Alekk Weston, here at the Shakespeare Festival.
Back to you, Bill.”
One day earlier…
“Your
virtue is my privilege: for that
It
is not night when I see your face,
Therefore
I think I am not in the night;
Nor
doth this wood lack worlds of company,
For
you in my respect are all the world:
Then
how can it be said I am alone,
When
all the world is here to look on me?” I paused, waiting for criticism. Fred, my
counterpart, hinted by giving a small smile. Everyone was quiet until Leona,
our director, walked on stage. I had been practicing this line for what seemed
like hours. I had done a brilliant job yesterday when I tried out for the part
of Helena, but for some reason something was off today. Waiting for approval
was driving me crazy.
“Good
Helena. Everyone, we are out of time for today. Again, I am so glad your
costumes all fit! Get some rest, because I expect you to practice those lines
until our showing tomorrow evening!”
A
sigh of relief was followed by everybody. I shrugged my shoulders
apologetically as the group gathered up their belongings. Leona made her way
over to me.
“Max,
I need to have a word with you.” Whatever she was going to say next could not
have been good. I gulped, and walked sheepishly over to her, my mind tormenting
me with all the possible things she could say.
“You
were very good yesterday, Max. One of the best that I have seen in your age.
That being said, I also didn’t like your performance today. Yes there are times
where you’re supposed to upset, weary, sometimes even dismal. But for the most
part you’re a peaceful character, who’s also full of love. Are you
understanding me?”
A
small “yes” was all I could muster. Please don’t replace me. Please don’t
replace me. Please don’t replace me.
“Good.
I know it’s hard and all, being the student of Alekk Weston, away from your
parents. But whatever is bothering you, I need it to be resolved by tomorrow
evening. I hope I am making myself clear.”
I
nodded, and realized that my fingernails were cutting into my palms. She didn’t
replace me. My heart pounded. I needed to get this perfect. Alekk had given me
this opportunity, and I needed to do my part. My future was on the line. If I
did this successfully, I could take care of me and Wes after this summer, easy
as pie.
I
started walking back to the cabin, where Alekk and Niv would be. I had mixed
feelings about being there, in the cabin. There was only one someone I liked,
yet two someones who liked me. Funny how at the beginning of the summer I would
have killed to be in the position I am now. If Alekk had said he liked me the
moment I first walked into his house, I wouldn’t have thought twice before the
dates and dinners commenced. And it would have been opposite. Niv would have
been nowhere on my mind.
I
opened the door the cabin and Alekk was there, perched perfectly on the couch.
Ever since yesterday, running into him had been awkward. We both hadn’t told
Niv about all that had happened yesterday. I guess we both kind of knew what
kind of reaction it would illicit.
“What
are you watching?” I asked, nodding towards the television.
“COPS.
I’m surprised there was actually something on here that was more entertaining
than myself.”
“Right,” I replied, “so is Niv
awake?”
“Yes,
your knight in shining armor is wide awake. Although probably not as
‘knight-ish’ if you know what I mean. I’ve never met anyone who has looked
fantastic being sick.”
Alekk had that smirk on his face. The one he would always wear, especially before he told me that he liked me. I could tell he was trying to make light of what happened yesterday, trying to pretend that it didn’t happen. However, as I made my way upstairs, I heard a desperate sigh escape his lips.
Niv
was on his bed, still in his pajamas. He looked more pale than usual, a noted
difference I hadn’t wished to see. His lively blue eyes were now tired and
lacking of their shine. Like for Wes, I wished that I could help him, but I
didn’t know how. He still gave me a weak smile that no matter the occasion made
my heart beat a million times a minute. I smiled back as best I could and sat
down next to him.
“I’m
so sorry you’re sick, Niv.” Niv gave a slight chuckle, a little life returning
to his eyes.
“Do
you know what I wish?” asked Niv innocently.
“What?”
“You’re
not going to believe it. But guess.”
“You
want to get better and go to the beach.”
“No,”
smiled Niv, “but you were VERY close. That does sound good, actually.”
“Well
what do you want then?” I asked, scooting in closer to him. Niv looked up at
the ceiling a bit, and then back at me.
“I
wish that everyone else was sick. Except for us. It’d be just us and we could
do whatever we wanted.” Niv gave me this playfully evil grin. I couldn’t help
but laugh.
“Niv,
I’ve never heard you wish for a more horrible thing before. I’m thinking that
flu got to your head!”
We
both laughed.
“I’m
thinking it got to my head, too,” Niv paused, “But Max if it were only us… I
mean if we were the only people that existed, I wouldn’t mind.”
Niv
looked like he wanted to say something else, yet before he had a chance to say
anything he was falling asleep. The stars outside were brighter than I had ever
seen at Alekk’s beach house. I loved how the trees seemed to seclude the three
of us.
I wondered what the next day
could have in store. For all I knew this would be my last day being normal
Maxine… whatever that meant. But I knew it meant no more seclusion. Privacy.
Did Alekk and Niv think like this sometimes?
I
made my way back to the living room, knowing that Alekk would come up within
the half-hour or so to go to sleep as well. As I turned a corner however, I
literally ran right into Alekk, who had been standing next to the couch as if
he had been expecting me. I quickly jumped backwards a little, trying to hide
the embarrassment on my face.
“Sorry
Alekk, I didn’t see you there,” I said, pretending not to see Alekk’s
suspicious facial expression. He wasn’t going to let me go that easy.
“So
you haven’t told Niv yet. Why not?” asked Alekk simply. It finally made sense.
He didn’t tell Niv of what happened yesterday because he expected me to. Did he
want Niv to know or was he going play off as if nothing had happened?
“I
thought you were going to, Alekk. It’s your fault. You’re his friend, anyways.”
“But
you see,” smirked Alekk, “you’re practically his girlfriend. You didn’t tell
him because you didn’t want to hurt him. Simple as that. I was going to tell
him either way – one because I am his friend as you professed and two, because
I do like you Max. A lot.”
I
paced the living room, furious. I had allowed Alekk to burrow through my mind
again.
“No
Alekk, you don’t like me. And I don’t like you and-,”
“LIES!”
Alekk interrupted, walking towards me.
“What
lies?” I yelled, backing away from Alekk’s advancement.
“There
is no way that you are not attracted to me Max, much as I am to you. You
wouldn’t have stepped foot in my house almost two months ago if that were not
the case.”
My heart pounded. Alekk was
still walking towards me. My back hit a wall. I had nowhere else to go and
Alekk was coming closer. He was inches away from me now.
“I
don’t like you, Alekk.”
“Do
you honestly think that I believe that?” breathed Alekk. He was an inch away
from me. Chills surged up my spine, as I allowed him to tilt my chin up, his
lips so close to mine that I could now feel their warmth. For a moment my mind
almost gave way. Until I remembered.
“Wes,”
I sighed.
Alekk
immediately backed away, a dejected expression on his face. Part of me was glad
I had disappointed him; part of me wished I hadn’t said anything. He turned and
started walking toward the stairs. Not an inch of him rang out the words
“selfish” or “angry.” Just hurt. It was like he knew he was wrong, that he knew
my worry for Wes was similar to something he once felt. He looked sorry.
“Is
that what you want – is to see Wes?” he asked quietly, facing me once again.
“I
just want to see that he’s alright,” I replied.
Alekk
paused for a moment, tapping his fingers on the stair rail.
“Niv.
He’s not getting any better. My private jet will be here tomorrow evening to
pick him up, just after you finish your play. Take the jet with Niv. When you
land I’ll have a driver waiting to take you to Wes.”
Alekk
then turned away and went upstairs. No other words to say. Words wouldn’t
escape my mouth either as I sunk to the floor in shock. I was going to see Wes.
Finally, Alekk would let me see him. Alekk would let me see Wes, which meant he
liked me. He really liked me. Before falling asleep that night, I remembered
being entirely still. Except for my heart, which beat louder than I had ever
heard before.
“More
makeup! Those bags are atrocious,” said Ricky, the actress I had met when I
tried out for the play. She gave me a pretty nasty scowl, so I was guessing my
eyes really were that bad. And after looking in the mirror again, they were
pretty hard not to notice.
We
were getting ready for the play, which was about to show in ten minutes. My
mind was racing all over the place. I was so nervous. I hardly slept at all the
night before. I didn’t know if it was because of the play, or because Alekk’s
outburst yesterday evening. But I had to focus now. Ten minutes from now could
be the start of the rest of my life. I started caking on cover-up, with Ricky
behind me nodding in approval.
Not
even the start of the play yet, and I knew already that this was going to be
one interesting night.
“And
now, so you will let me quiet go,
To
Athens will I bear my folly back
And
follow you no further: let me go:
You
see how simple and how fond I am.”
It
was almost the end of the third act. Alekk made his way over backstage. The jet
was almost near, and soon would be waiting for Max. She was doing so well. His
heart swelled as the audience “ooed” and “awed” to every line she said.
Sometimes the audience would just sit in utter silence, perplexed as they
soaked up in all of her perfection. Every minute seemed like an hour, until
finally Max appeared.
“Max!”
he whispered loudly. She turned toward him. Her hair in curls, she looked like
an angel.
“Max,”
he repeated, “the jet will be here soon. You’ll have to go as soon as you are
done.”
She
smiled, genuinely happy. She used to only have that smiled reserved for Wes or
Niv. Now she was smiling at him, and for once Alekk knew a little bit of what
it felt like to be complete.
“Thank
you Alekk, for everything.” And with that, she skipped back to the dressing
room to get ready for Act IV.
“Just
wait for the fifth act,” Alekk said to himself, throwing on a pair of
sunglasses as disguise before walking back into the audience.
Helena:
“So methinks:
And
I have found Demetrius like a jewel,
Mine
own, and not mine own.”
Demetrius:
“Are you sure
That
we are awake? It seems to me
That
yet we sleep, we dream. Do not you think
The
duke was here, and bid us follow him?”
Hermia:
“Yea; and my father.”
Helena:
“And Hippolyta.”
Lysander:
“And he did bid us follow to the temple.”
Demetrius:
“Why, then, we are awake: let’s follow him
And
by the way let us recount our dreams.”
I
walked backstage, rushing to retrieve everything of mine so I could make it to
the jet as soon as possible. Leona stopped me.
“What
are you doing, Max? There’s a party and poetry reading afterwards!” She eyed my
stuff suspiciously. I silently replied with a face full of guilt.
“Sorry
Leona, Alekk has a jet waiting for me to go back to his vacation house. He was
concerned that I didn’t get any sleep last night,” I lied. It sounded pretty
convincing though, I have to give myself credit. Leona looked disappointed, but
seemed to understand. There was to be no arguing as long as Alekk was involved.
“Well
I’m sorry to hear that. You did a very good job today, Max. I’ve already got a
couple of critics and movie directors lined up for you, so I’ll call Alekk and
give him the heads-up. If a career as an actress is what you want.”
“YES!”
I practically spat out. My smile was so wide that my cheeks hurt. I felt as
though I was floating on air. I couldn’t believe it. I did it – I was on my way
to a great future, just like that. I thanked Leona and ran towards where the
jet would be. I would tell Wes everything. I couldn’t wait to see him.
“Ma’am.
Ma’am you have arrived at 140 Ford Avenue. According to my directions given by
Aleksei Weston, this is the residence of Wes McKinley.”
Even
as I got out of the car, I was still waking up. I fell asleep on the jet and
apparently didn’t wake up until now. The driver confused me. AlekSEI Weston?
Hmm. I didn’t know that “Alekk” was actually short for something. But either
way, here I was, in front of Wes’ house. Once I realized how close I was to
him, I instantly awakened, still dressed in my play costume stumbling towards
his front door as fast as I could manage. I rang the doorbell.
“Hello?”
Wes took one look at me before swinging the door wide open and wrapping me in a
suffocating hug. So he was better. More than better – I practically couldn’t
breathe! He realized how strong he was and released his grip. I couldn’t
believe it. There he was, standing in front of me, healthier than I had seen
him in years.
“Max!
Come on inside. I’m so glad you’re here! Did you sneak out?”
“No,”
I replied as I followed him towards his living room, “Alekk let me visit you.”
“He
did?” asked Wes, shocked. He directed us over to a couch. I’m guessing he saw
the bags under my eyes and got the same hint Ricky did earlier this evening. I
sighed. If only Wes knew… how much of Alekk I didn’t know until now.
“Yes,
he did Wes. Listen, he’s -,”
“He’s
on the news, Max.” Wes pointed towards the television screen, which had Alekk’s
face centered on live footage. He was standing on the same stage I performed on
earlier today. He held up an old piece of paper, hands shaking. I had never
seen him look so nervous before. He looked up to the camera.
“This
is for a special girl – the first to ever take me by surprise.”
The
crowd muttered some whispers in the background. I clutched onto couch. My face
had gone white. Wes looked back and forth, from me to Alekk on the television
screen. It didn’t take long for him to figure it out.
“He
means you, Max.”
“My
mistress’ eyes are nothing like the sun;
Coral
is far more red than her lips’ red;
If
snow be white, why then her breasts are dun;
If
hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head.
I
have seen roses damasked, red and white,
But
no such roses see I in her cheeks;
And
in some perfumes is there more delight
Than
in the breath that from my mistress reeks.
I
love to hear her speak, yet well I know
That
music hath a far more pleasing sound;
I
grant I never saw a goddess go;
My
mistress, when she walks, treads on the ground.
And
yet, by heaven, I think my love as rare
As
any she belied with false compare.”
My
favorite poem. He couldn’t have guessed it, no one could have. But there he
was, waiting for everyone’s reaction after reading it. Some scowled. They
didn’t get it. Others sat back in their chairs and gave him a warm smile,
appreciating Shakespeare’s humor. Some girls looked unsatisfied; curious as to
whom Alekk was reading the poem for. I just sat there in silence. Wes looked at
the television screen, his jaw still wide open. Eventually the news lady cut
in.
“And
what you just saw folks was Alekk Weston, here at the Shakespeare Festival.
Back to you, Bill.”
END OF CH.6 PART II
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